Not that I'm angry or furious about anything. I don't want to transform into some angry, green monster and start busting people's asses. Let's call it more of a Hulk-ish craving to just bust out of my shell and just be the person I really want to be. But who am I? I know I'm not this person that I've become in the past 3 years. I am insecure, unsure, indecisive, unmotivated, and worst of all...lost. Not that I'm super emo (well, maybe I've become a little more dramatic) but these are all qualities reminiscent of a teenager, and let's face it, I'm so far past a teenager.
I used to be so sure of my future and of myself. I used to make good decisions and stand by them whether they were right or wrong. I used to be confident about myself and satisfied with my appearance. Where has that all gone? I lost my sense of direction and priority.
Well, guess what? It's back. That inner desire to be someone better, to be the best I can be (no Uncle Sam, not talking to you) is ready to bust out.
2010, you're something else. You're the pain-in-my-ass I've been waiting for, you're the swift kick in the butt that I've been needing. I'll be the 25th birthday present to myself.
2010 is the year of a stronger, better ME.
MISSION: IN MOTION
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